Sometimes I tell my wife little things about me…my past, memories, weird off the wall thoughts and moments. Many times I often feel as if she doesn’t care or just isn’t interested. I don’t want her to bounce off the wall with excitement or anything. Actually, I don’t know what I want. All I do know is that I get this feeling of “so what”. Or, “another one of your moments or stories or memories”. Now she may not be feeling or thinking this at all, but the response or lack of response, the looks, and the feeling in the atmosphere hits me and says…”that’s nice dear”. You know how you do your kid when they want to tell you something and you’re trying to do something else…or are listening to something else. You’ll listen to them, but you are not really listening or taking in what they are saying and find yourself giving little small responses like, “hmmm”, or “oh, okay”….and hope they will hurry up and finish.
Hmmmm, maybe this is payback to me for doing that, lol!!!!